Sometimes I just do the stupidest things, well not even stupid sometimes just careless, sometimes just lazy. I think I have probably lost close to 100 thousand pounds over the years because I have lost money, trusted companies or put it somewhere with no thought or consideration. A few years ago I lost two thirds of this blog as I trusted one place to store my pictures and really should have had them all backed up. I book the wrong dates with flights or the wrong budget airlines that allow zero changes and we are always changing. And now yesterday, I sat looking at my computer screen, too shocked to cry. I somehow deleted my entire teaching career. Ten years of thousands of works sheets and documents, power points, spread sheets etc that I have created, I managed to erase. The worse thing was I thought I was clearing some space off my computer correctly on Saturday, but clearly I was not. I went to all the experts yesterday afternoon before having a melt down. But they all agreed I managed to get rid of it all, and then of course asked me a million times had I backed it up, no I did not. I thought about it loads, just never did it. I have some of it stored in various places but last June took the time to organise it all and include what I have built in the last three years and yep I never backed it up.
But instead of freaking out I decided that maybe this was a sign, time to think of another job. As I just don't know if I can start all over again! Super frustrating return from a holiday!
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